Sunlight is rising. You are not here... And all is more difficult because you don't come back. We knew but, now We feel the absolute true.
Week after week, I try to reach serenity and take off my anger. Yes, fury involves me and this corrupts my relationship with some people. But I do not archieve the way to solve this. Therefore, people think that I am moody person, selfish and unpolite... But the reason is in my pain, because It blind me and at same time show me how unfair is all... And once more, my anger invades my brain and my heart. And silence is my only way for not injure unfairing someone.
I am dissapointed about this because, I know that you had not wanted my reaction. Please, forgive me.
Love you mama, and I miss you so so so much! I need you with me...
