Time

Time is going out, fastly but also slowly. On Tuesday it is going to be five months since I lost my worthest treasure.

During this time, I have been isolated. I have rised hard walls between me and my context. Do yo know why? Only trying to find a painless path or signs.

These days I have not second sight. In fact, now or yesterday or the day before I had been surviving the seconds, not thinking in future and the super-natural energies o connections with the diamond. Because I can not feel anything more than pain, solitude, lack of understanding, impotence, fury and thousand of feelings that now, yesterday, the day before and also a month ago had fueled (fueled, fuel, are fueling) my empty soul.

For two or three days I was hopeless. Eventheless, my partner rescued me. He is a treasure, also... that mantains my life.

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

In many occasions, dignity and strenght are considered (as beauty) ideal concepts.Although, real life shapes our principles and ideas by the experienced day to day.

I was convinced about the strenght value, and also that only a few fortunate people are involved in this way of life, since they were born. Currently, I think that strenght, as dignity, are forged by yourself and your experiences, and also knowledgements.

My diamond learnt to me so many things. So many that I will never be concious about the whole treasure it gave to me. Not only in ideal and concept areas, also in movements, smiles, tears and daily needed practices: cooking, sewing, etc. Therefore, It "built" and "made" me, and today me, myself and I are the results of all its devoting and generous life.

Today I know that in the last moment, It gifted also dignity and strenght to deal with my fears and archive a sooner future, when I will not frightened to my life without my great worth treasure.

RECENTLY

A few weeks ago, my world stopped. But, I know that only was a mirage, because the world never stops.

Now, MY WORLD tries to reemerge between links, thoughts and also dreams.

Here I hope to show you my stuff about it: cooking, photos, words and other beautiful things.

Surely, I will succed because I have a lot of help of MY DIAMONDS!